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Michael CadnumApril 24, 2020

After the hail
is shoveled from the porch,
after vespers and the gourmand’s pasta maker,
the pier marching out across the tidewater,
the shrill melody of the grackle and
after the purple suitcase, after the fox

and the mountain, after the liar
forgets his keys, after the anorexic
buys a blue and yellow kite,
after the pickpocket falls in love
and the bailiff pays his ex,

after the wheel and the fire,
after the wave’s thousand shovels
and the oak’s wooden spear,
after pi to the millionth place and

the diamond too rare to cut,
after the word is forgotten and discovered,
and streamed until it’s nothing,
she is not here.
The river slops, wrinkles, flattens,

opaque, transparent, muddy,
brackish, big as war,
she’s nowhere. Gone,
absent, never. Upright like
a woman inside the world.

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